expectations

2012-01-07T23:36:00.001+08:00

11.27 p.m.

Hey. I'm so sleepy right now, but I wanted to blog anyway so I'm just gonna make it fast.
So, this first week of school was okay, since I dropped to the second class. New classmates, teachers and environment. I don't really feel comfortable and yeah, of course, I know it's pretty much impossible to get back to the old class. I'm just hoping for nothing. Yeap.

I just have to deal with it. It's not like the world is going to end soon. Besides, this is my last year in high school. How hard can it be? (except for the fact that SPM is absolutely driving me tense these days) Oh, and I don't know whether it is the effect of the first week of school or is it just me being all hardworking and scholarly and high-spirited all of the sudden because if it is me, I hoped this side of me would last. Till then.

Alhamdulillah

2012-01-01T11:17:00.001+08:00

1st January 2012

10.58 a.m.

New year has come, and I learned a lot during the whole year of 2011. But overall, it was 'fine', I guess? Sigh.
For almost 17 years, I am still breathing and still living on. I thanked God for that, Alhamdulillah. What's past is past, just keep moving forward. Of course everybody make mistakes, but make those mistakes as a lesson learned and try not to screw things up. Have fun with your life and don't forget to enjoy the little things in life. Life is beautiful. You just have to stop for awhile and look around. Life is the most precious thing you have that God gave to you. You only live once, so don't screw it up. But then again, you don't need a new year to change your life.
With the word Bismillah, I hope 2012 will be a better year for me, and to all of you too, of course. Happy New Year.

'2012 is going to be like every other year. We'll make promises to ourselves that we can't keep. We say it's a new start but it's just like the year before. Once we mess up during the year, we can't wait for the next so we can repeat that empty process. You don't need a new year to change your life.'

-anon (via tumblr)

Holocene

2011-12-24T14:36:00.000+08:00

"This song is filled with pure innocence. And i feel that somewhere, hidden in these lyrics, is the true meaning of life and what we should live for." - Anon

After I watched this video, I, somehow wished that the boy in the video was me. Lost in my own thoughts; just me, all alone, having a journey on my own, enjoying the beauty of this world made by God. I don't even know if these kind of places even exist in this world, or maybe there is one. Imagine how Heaven would look like. Subhanallah... I'd be in tears.

Those little things

2011-11-26T23:16:00.000+08:00

We had our 4 Perdana's class party at Taman Tasik Shah Alam few days ago. I thought things won't going to turn out as planned but if it was in the scale of 1 until 10, it should be around 8. We had loads of fun, really. With delicious food, great games with loads of laughters, the party was amazing. I thank Allah for not letting it rain yet on that morning. The weather was just nice. I hoped next year we would still stick together in the same class. I love all of my classmates. They're the best...

Define society

2011-11-18T22:24:00.000+08:00

"Be curious. Not judgemental." —Walt Whitman

Society; probably a group of some people who sometimes judging others without knowing anything about them. Probably a group of people who are really interested in insulting or teasing about other's appearance or personalities. Probably some people who only wanted to get to know more about the pretty ones rather than getting to know the plain looking ones.

Yes, I've been in this situation. A situation whereas people kept on judging you and hating you simply without any particular reason. Everything you do, you'll be judge. Even on Twitter. It is impossible for you not to be judge by your own tweets. I've never been in this situation yet, but I've seen it. If you don't like what had been tweeted by that particular person, just please, be matured. You can easily unfollow that person rather than go tweet to her/him and say "hey, I hate your tweets." "your tweet sucks, you don't belong here." or like "lol why are you being so dramatic, such a bitch." You don't know what's happening in her/his life, and we don't have the right to give negative vibes to that particular person. Not only in Twitter, but in reality. Saying these stuff won't give you anything. Talking about others' imperfectness? I think you should see yours first. How much perfect are you to judge people? You see someone is being all alone, sad and depressed; you called him/her such-a-dramatic-person. What if her/his parents are diagnosed with cancer? What if they had to work all day 24/7 because they're desperate to have money for having a lack of it? Imagine you are in their situation. How would you feel? Same as judging people's looks. You called that particular person ugly. Okay, let me tell you this; when you said someone is ugly, you're actually cursing God's creation. Everyone is beautiful in their own ways. It's just that some people didn't want to get to know more this kind of people. They only wanted to have the most pretty ones. What's the use of chasing a pretty face if the soul is ugly, right? Prove me I'm wrong. No wonder some people are struggling their ass off just to look flawless, beautiful in the eyes of the society. Insecure, that's what it is. And then you've been judge again. Life, always been awful at times...

Next time, think twice before judging others. Again I said, we don't know what's happening in their lives. Don't judge a person by your own nose. Think about it.

p/s: just expressing my opinion. that's all. thanks again.

It's not the same anymore

2011-11-03T10:38:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry if I'm not that kind of friend that you wanted me to be like. I'm sorry I'm not as cool as the other friends of yours. I know I'm pathetic, boring, and worthless, and I'm sorry. I just wished that everything just stay the same. I don't want things to change at all. Everything just turned upside down right now. I don't even know if you still cared and loved me like you used to. I just don't see it. See, I know I can't be too loyal at times, but that's what I do. When I love or care about someone I'll stick with them no matter what. I'll do my best to be the best for them. Maybe we're not meant to be friends like we used to, but no! I don't want this to end just like that. I know I have to accept the fact that everything changed. I changed, too. Please, talk with me more. I need you. I really need you. I wonder if you're afraid of losing me, too. Please...

I love you. Come back...

"Mischief Managed"

2011-11-02T22:27:00.000+08:00

Hi! I know, it has been a long time since I last logged in. As you all know (and to those who don't know yet) this blog will be the replacement for my old blog. Don't ask why because I really don't have a particular reason for that. Oh and anyways, final exams are now unofficially over! There's only one paper left which is PJK and I don't even give a damn about it, so, hooray! Now I can have a peace of mind. *inner peace... inner peace...*

That's it for tonight. Till then, Assalamualaikum :)

I miss 2010 so much :')

50mm f/1.8

2011-07-09T14:05:00.000+08:00

Used my brand new 50mm f/1.8 lens that I just bought last month. Nothing much tho, I'm still learning :)

tried freelensing and also light leaks! :D

Part I

2011-06-07T22:29:00.000+08:00

more photos coming up!

2011-03-26T23:49:00.000+08:00

I'm so sorry I updated my blog so late. I couldn't upload more photos because Adobe Photoshop is gettin' really slow right now. This is very frustrating. Well, it's nothing much. But I do hope you like it. These are some random photos I took at Kulempang Resort, which is somewhere in Rawang I think, I don't know. Uh...

Oh and one more thing! Sorry I can't upload the stop-motion video because there's some problem about the size and stuff. I'm really really sorry :/

Hi Again

2011-03-14T21:54:00.000+08:00

Hello! So this is my first post for March. Sorry for not updating, been pretty busy with school and stuff. So yeah, bought macarons the other day. It's delicious, and cute I feel like puking rainbows.

Will post a stop-motion video soon here! :D Have a nice day loves <3

Azra Hadhirah

2011-02-11T17:19:00.000+08:00

meet my little 2 and a half years old cousin, Azra :)

oh kids nowadays. i don't even know how to handle a phone when i was her age. all i know is about toys and crayons and stuff!

2011-01-29T14:45:00.000+08:00

so here's some photos that I took the last Friday & Saturday at Port Dickson ;o)

I got the magic in me~

Her hair is awesome.

2011-01-19T15:28:00.000+08:00

couldn't managed to upload the rest of the photos. pretty much busy all the time! forgive me :(

For the first time

2010-12-24T15:49:00.000+08:00

Went to school yesterday to take my PMR result. At first, I never really though of getting straight A's at first. I was so nervous I felt like crying. Alhamdulillah, I managed to got 8A's straight. I was so happy I cried so hard. Hahaha. Went home, telling the good news to my parents. I was glad I could make them happy for once; proving that I could get straight A's :)

So as promised, my parents bought me this baby for me. Thank you mum, dad <3

You've been accepted

2010-12-09T15:38:00.001+08:00

Yipeeeee!

2010-11-24T15:51:00.001+08:00

2010-10-17T12:56:00.000+08:00

met Syahir and Hujan Band at Alam Sentral. went home early and couldn't watch Mawi and Bunkface performances. Hehee

Auww Syahir :)

2010-10-08T11:31:00.000+08:00

My new facebook default :)

2010-08-24T15:26:00.000+08:00

I've been missing a lot lately. So, here's some film photos that I took, and this time, the films are for real. no fakes. hihi :)

me on the left, on the right is Alia, my friend :)

I should had put the 'Danger' below this photo, haha

Wolksvagen

2010-06-28T18:32:00.000+08:00

Lavender

2010-06-07T16:20:00.000+08:00

Captured this last year at Perth, Australia. I just realized it just now when I was browsing it on my documents.

Teacher's Day

2010-06-04T19:39:00.000+08:00

She's our class teacher :)

2010-06-04T15:46:00.000+08:00

Hello :)
So I just make a new photoblog. Walah!